Trying to turn things around

Trying to turn things around.

Ok, so my bad fortune these past Ten plus years has been bad indeed and i find myself in the situation mentioned below but i still keep trying to fight the good fight and find a good reason to BE.

So the first thing i always try to do to improve my morale is to find some way of earning some small cash on the side, now being TG often does not help especially when the transition is going so slowly, but there are things out there its just finding those things.

I thought i had found a way of earning small amounts of cash every day or every other day on a site and app called Clickworker, but that has so far turned out to be incredibly fake and have currently stopped using it for the time being as it seems i am not receiving the payments from it, now it says that any amount in the payable section will be paid each week on a Thursday to PayPal account, ok i thought that was reasonable but then i decided to test it and racked up a small 1euro 80cent, and infact did even more which took it to 2euro 36cent now I'm English and use £ not euro but I'm sure that is equal to what about £1.50 or something like that so i thought yeah ok well test it on a small amount like that given the pay-out for the surveys and app tests and all that jazz it has been 3 months since i did that and have not seen a single cent paid out from that, the Payable amount seemed to stop updating and surveys became harder and harder to come by and in the time since the first week have only seen 1 survey pop up but it required certain requirements to take it which i did not meet.

ok so we shall flush that out as a royal waste of time what is left Avon, Better ware and other things like that ok so that is also a royal flush out i previously did Avon until a customer past away midway between order being received and payment to be made and for the love of me could not find a way to return the items so my account was suspended until full payment had been made, which has been under appeal for just over 2 years now and no response, ok so so what else do we have left earning money though Google AdSense and other paid advertisements on Twitch and YouTube, ok so that's a decent idea plus there is the fact that people can donate and if i ever get to the partner stage i could also get paid subscriptions, an also could get sponsorships from company's, but how does a new person to the streaming person get to such a point well i keep asking myself that all the time, i have been streaming for about a year now early days was just for the fun of it when things were just abut ok, but now i have got down to the nitty gritty were i want to be earning money from it, but how, i mean yes i am slowly picking up followers on Twitch and even more slowly on YouTube, i haven't received a donation yet but you know one can only keep the hopes alive, ok so to the serious side of things advertisements, ok so the paid advertisements for monetised videos, again i am starting to see the same sort of thing as Clickworker where i seem to not be getting paid, now i am definitely getting a few views not as many as i would be hoping for but surely there should be a small amount of bob floating my way here and there but no not seen a single penny float my way.

and of cause how the hell do i find a sponsorship for such a small channel, hell i don't care for no multimillion pound sponsor right now i know that i am only a small channel but there's got to be some company's that might be interested in some sort of sponsorship, i would certainly be willing to discuss any kind of sponsorship deal, even if to start is was say a small amount of cash and say some freebies to give away on raffles or stuff like i see so many channels doing, but again its down to how do i find these sponsorships do i just wait and wait and just hope that i eventually get approached by a company or even a person.

Then there's the fact that YouTube and switch are so damn strict with those auto filters on copyright content hell the slightest thing can get flagged unless it is something that is allowed, hell i was flagged for every single song played on Need For Speed on the rather annoying radio, even larger games like GTA, i got flagged for several music playing on the car radio hell i even got flagged for some of the in-game advertisements on the TV, now watching TV on GTA is one way of staying active if you are AFK but to be flagged for some of those stupid advertisements and in-game tv shows is just stupid forcing me to either delete those segments and hope that the copyright will disappear or leave the video as it is and face not being able to monetise it meaning hours of planned gameplay, tutorials and such for nothing.

So those out of the way what is left, everything i have searched seems to be pay blah blah b;ah stupid amount for the chance to earn such and such amount, well that's a no go I'm trying to earn money because i have none not risk losing money i don't have on the of chance that one of these oh so fake looking things is actually real and will earn some money, so i saw one more option that could be possible to earn some money and after some research i thought to myself that may be an option but i want to avoid that at all cost if i can i mean being an escort is meant to be spending time with some doing things like accompanying them to events, just typically keeping them company etc, but on escort sites i have signed up not many that don't cost a bomb to at least get a basic profile set up all it seems to be is basically whoring yourself out, not something i exactly want to do but you know things are that desperate ill do anything that is legal to earn some money but then its waiting for someone to be interested on top of waiting for a time when I'm physically and mentally well enough to be able to do such activities, in about 6 months of being signed up to several i have had about 8 emails but a big fat 0 meets so far due to my having a very terrible year for not being well and suffering some kind of accident worsening things left right and bloody centre.

So far my alternative money making options that i am allowed to do have been a complete and utter flop, if only i was allowed to do any actual paid work like a part time job or something but no they took away the up to 16 hours a week paid work for my tier of benefit.

Here's to hoping 2017 will be a better financial year... chugs a glass of council pop (water)